Every villain is a hero in his own mind

Well, it's almost 3pm and I am due in the hospital at 4pm, and they haven't cancelled it yet so I am assuming all is fine and that it'll be going ahead. I'm not gonna lie, I'm anxious and scared. The operation itself is not bad at all, the recovery was fine last time, but the hospital itself was beyond stressful as they denied me my insulin and were condescending towards me when I corrected them about how the dosage works. I ended up sending a complaint letter last time. I've told them multiple times that it is essential that I administer my own insulin, hopefully they have listened. This was all pre-COVID too so I wonder if there will be any changes.  

I can't wait for this all to just be over and in the past. I know it won't make my leg 100% but the other one is about 70% better after the surgery, so I can at least manage with that. I just can't wait to get home honestly. I have Nightwish on the 21st and pokémon comes out on the 18th so I'm excited about those (though not so much going IN to London for Nightwish).