Every villain is a hero in his own mind

Just a quick journal to say that I have journaled today...  We thought Tama was sick yesterday as she had a super wet nose and was basically spewing snot everywhere. I got up early today to book her an appointment but she ended up fine today so I really hope it was nothing and was just an allergy to something rather than something more sinister than cat flu. In any case, gonna keep an eye on her just in case she gets sick again... 

Today was... ok. Mood was weird and I've been tired and sick and just ok. I'm gonna try go to bed early so that I can wake up at a decent time. We'll see how it goes I guess. I wish I had some kinda sleeping pill that worked without any side effects, no extra drowsiness, hallucinations, nightmares and such... I've had a really hard time sleeping lately so yeah... that would be ideal. 

I also got Sai2 today which is great! I'm still working out brushes and stuff but I like it a lot! Hopefully I can replicate my brushes from Sai, or at least have something similar though. 

 I can't believe it's Sunday evening already fffff. This week was mainly just me trying to recover from my eye scratch/infection so it feels like I've done nothing. I did actually manage to do a bunch of artwork but yeahh. I'm so stupidly tired at the moment, we had some drinks last night and it fucked me up. I keep forgetting that I can't really drink on these meds. I only had 3 pints but it made me feel as if I've been drinking all night. It also doesn't help that I was up until like 3am for the last few nights oooops. 

We watched Stranger Things S2 after we went out on Friday (it was SO GOOD), and we had chocolate cherry cheesecake and chinese takeaway. So yeahhh a good day! Saturday we tidied up the mess we made on the Friday and today we've just been resting mainly. I ended up waking up this morning and feeling super sick and I've just felt hungover all day. I really think I might stop drinking properly. Just need to find something else to do idk, maybe just get soft drinks or alcohol-free? Idk. 

Uhhh this week I have various things to do and I want to open commissions at the end of the week too. I'm trying so hard to make a decent entry today but I'm super super tired. Hopefully I'm gonna feel better tomorrow. Charlie has to get up at like 4am for work so I'm gonna try get up too, but who knows. Even if I get up at 7 or 8 it'd be better than the last few days. I'm just glad I can see again, so I can draw.

Oh also, I had a stupid issue with Wacom too. I tried to buy a cable for my cintiq, as my current one is fucked, and they've been out of stock for like a year. Sooo I tried to order it, only to be told my payments weren't going through. Tried my debit card, credit card, paypal, Charlie's cards, nothing. And so sent some emails to the customer service stuff, only to find that the payments are now all pending on my accounts, and has actually gone through on my credit card. It wouldn't be so much a big deal if it was a £5 cable or some shit but this is a £55 cable. 

I sent a message to capital one and they responded fast, Wacom customer service don't open till Monday so ughh. I just hope I can get it sorted out, even if it means getting Ned to call  them in Germany or wherever they are and demand they cancel the payments. Idkkk. 

Well anyways, gonna go to bed now. It took me an hour to write this because I got distracted forever by Buzzfeed Unsolved lmao