Welcome to my Journal

Welcome! This is my personal journal. I have chosen not to share my real life name on here, so just call me Fen, Roy or Nokt. Choosing to not reveal my real name is not because I'm going to post about some weird dark shit or anything (though I might do); it's simply a way to separate some parts of my life that don't really need to mix. 

I am in my thirties and engaged to my lovely fiancé. I'm asexual and also I'm female-to-male transgender. To get medical labels out of the way, I have borderline personality disorder, social anxiety disorder/social phobia, depression, possibly schizotypical personality disorder, binge eating disorder, popliteal artery entrapment syndrome, type 1 diabetes, graves disease and chronic fatigue. 

There are a lot of labels I could fall under for my religious practices. I practice Shinto (Inari Shinkou), though I regret to say that I have fallen out of that quite a bit since this entry was first written. Nowadays, I am primarily an eclectic witch and Luciferian. The main pantheons I am concerned with are the Welsh and Norse gods. My views on the divine are complicated and would make this entry way too long for a quick introduction. But the main labels that I associate my practices with are Witchcraft, Satanism and Luciferianism. I dabble in many aspects of the occult including divination, scrying, mediumship, alchemy, magic and spirit work. 

I am a therian and would also consider myself otherkin. I have a filter for these things so don't worry if that's not your cup of tea. I respect other people's beliefs provided they also respect mine. 

If you have any questions feel free to ask, and nice to meet you!