#105

The last few weeks have been hell for sleep. I struggle with self-discipline anyways but now my sleep schedule is everywhere to the point that last night I couldn't sleep at ALL until 8am when it was bright. I have therapy tomorrow and I hope to god that I can wake up in time. I don't wanna miss it three times in a row or they'll probably kick me out.

I keep staying up late to play video games bc I have no impulse control. It feels like it's my private gaming time or something but I always end up losing track of time.

I need to stop writing this my eyes are trying so hard to close