astralconflict: (Natsume - With Madara)
After reading about how dreams are very much associated with kami, I had an interesting dream last night. I dreamt that me and Charlie were stuck running about on a busy road trying to avoid cars and we eventually ended up on the side of the road. The place we came off of the road was a large museum that had an exhibition on about Beatrix Potter. I remember turning to the sky and thanking the kami for bringing me to somewhere relevant. 

Once inside the museum we had a look around two or three rooms before I began having an intense nosebleed that splattered on a white shirt I was wearing. We ran off, trying to find the nearest bathroom. 

This dream had two main aspects for me - the Beatrix Potter museum and the nose bleed

I feel that kamisama were literally pointing me towards where my enthusiasm is - illustration, natural sciences and of course Beatrix Potter herself. I often neglect my true interests in order to please clients and work to order. I hope this year to spend more time on personal projects and getting more skilled at traditional media. 

The nosebleed feels like a large warning sign that I am not looking after my body as I should. I've been sick lately due to a cold but I've also been staying up late, overeating and vaping too much. I have't been exercising either! A little too caught up in the 'Christmas spirit'! I take this very much as a sign, and that I'm out of alignment. I need to really make a conscious effort to improve myself.

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